My food

While I lived at home with 5 other people I had learned to stash away my own healthier food because some people just didn't get it! Even though it's just me and my boyfriend I find my self doing the same thing! I have one drawer in the fridge that I keep my own healthier snacks and we split the cabinets into sides. He has also committed to being healthier but this is about my break up not his :D

Last night I made the break from 3 pairs of jeans...they didn't hug me the way I needed to be and who doesn't want to be hugged :D Instead I traded them in for one pair of much younger (11s!!) who liked to hug me ALL over! I got many compliments on my upgrade and I think these one's will stick around for a while!

My old fling gym called me today but I'm just not ready to see him yet... it's been MONTHS and every time I make plans to see him I get so nervous, anxious and what if people I know see us together!! I am determined to see him at least once this week and I want to work hard at making our encounters LESS awkward for me.

Another fling...boy I have a lot of them.... Mr. Scale. I was seeing him multiple times a day! As soon as I woke up, as soon as I came home from work, before going to bed...and during the weekend it was up to 5 times a day! Now some people will say that was overkill but I had to make sure that I was keeping things consistent but there were plenty of time he was just awful to me! I had a very serious talk with him last night and we decided that we should try once a day...then down to once a week and then I would like to stop it at just once a month. He was shaken, he even refused to work with me for a couple minuets....but I know it's best for me and him!

Here is my pictures of the day.. My healthy drawer in the fridge