Lucky to get this one...

Yep I am still in a weird mood from yesterday and have NO motivation... I haven't done 30 day shred since Friday and had intentions to do it tonight but I'm in a big FAT funk. Today was an easy day at work...TOO easy and that threw me off big time. Since the weather was so bad and we were still open my boss brought us breakfast...doughnuts and then lunch...stuffed shells, chicken parm, chicken alfredo, chicken marasla, and salad. I already had my snacks and a salad packed for lunch. I ended up having 1 doughnut and a piece of chicken parm with my salad. I snacked through most of the day, and when I came home grabbed a brownie as soon as I walked in the door.

I tried busting out of the funk with a healthy dinner, honey and balsamic glazed salmon and mixed veggies. It was yummy but NOT what I wanted. I grabbed a couple spoonfuls of ice cream and handfuls of chips to settle my cravings.

This always seems to happen to me, just 2 weeks in and I let the pressure of life get to me! I am going to bed with the promise to myself that tomorrow I will try harder and I will make this a lief style change!

I also found a children's fitness and nutrition certification program I can do at home or on-line and it is expensive but what I really want! So I am going to really try and save my money for the next two months and see where I am with that. I am also looking into grants or money that will help pay as well. I need about $700 for everything!

My picture tonight is of my dinner...it was very yummy!