Laziness: confirmed

I was at my worst this weekend... lazy lazy lazy. We spent the first half of the day in bed, which I actually enjoyed and needed all that extra sleep. We finally got out of bed and laid on the couch, just enjoying some time together. Finally grabbed a shower and got ready to head out. My friends were having a little party at their new apartment and I really needed a night out. Right before I was leaving I called to them if they needed anything from the store. Change of plans they were going to the bar...now I'm usually up for it but I just wasn't feel like dealing with a bunch of drunk idiots, driving home and dealing with the cold! I told them that, they seemed annoyed and that just sent me into a funk.

Me and the boyfriend just grabbed dinner across the street and if you read last night's blog dinner won. Today was got up and went to have breakfast with my sister, her husband and son. It was great to finally get out of the house and do something. Then we went grocery shopping and I just didn't even care what we picked up, I was so OUT of it. When we came home we unpacked and now we are back on the couch. I am just struggling with a lot right now and feel very lonely.

I don't have many friends and I feel left out of a lot. Now that I live with my boyfriend I'm not as close with my dad and brother, I miss that. I really just wish I had all that positive motivation back, it's only been a week but I've let this week ruin everything I worked on. I am really trying to plan my meals for tomorrow and either do Zumba or Jillian's 30DS.

I need to get back to where I was, I'm not sure what is wrong but I want out of this funk now! My picture tonight is my view from this week...on my couch watching a lot of TV!