A slap in the face

Today was horrible.... it's taking all I have in me to just write this. Work was the worst it's been... and I've learned some things, people aren't as nice as they seem and I'm not as liked as I thought I was...talk about a slap in the face. After coming home and sulking for a while I had an urge for food and lots of it...i stopped my self at one soft taco shell with sour cream, cheese and tomatoes and a mini cake (190 calories for just the cake!) I'm heading to bed... it's been tough and I have a feeling it's only going to get tougher..... might be MIA for a couple days until I figure some things out...