I am so mad at myself for letting it go this far... it's really just me being lazy and I really wish I could fix this part of me. I am lazy I would rather lay in bed and do nothing on most days when I know I should be out there living it up. But what if I can't fix this? Am I doomed to live a life of fat, borning nothingness????
I left work early Thursday throwing up...called out Friday and spent the rest of the weekend feeling like CRAP! I tried to get out and do somethings but I was so tired and in a horrible mood thank you to my TOM and was just grumpy with everyone around me. I HATE being like this, I HATE feeling like this! I woke up yesterday with a horrible head cold that followed me into today. I hate telling everyone at work that I'm sick yet again... my immune system is shot and you'd think by now, working with all these kids, it would have built up some.
I made dinner when I came home, took a shower and now I am laying down. I didn't eat any of the dinner because I feel so BLAH! I packed some for my lunch tomorrow in hopes that I will feel better!! Well here I go starting over....YET AGAIN!!!
My picture tonight is of my big glass of OJ! Hope some extra Vitamin C will help my cold!
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