Playing catch up

So I fell off my blog bandwagon and I'm really sad, but I'm starting back up today and I know I'll keep on track, sometimes I have off days and that's just okay. This weekend was CRAZY! I did get some great things at Old Navy on saturday and everything was a MEDIUM! It feels so nice to see that M and I also felt like there were a lot more options in this size... I actually enjoyed shopping even thought I spent more money then I should have, I also brought 3 pairs of flip flops and 4 shirts for my nephew! Lunch I did good and had a salad with dressing on the side and soup that was chicken, spinach and some egg. Dinner was good and bad..scallops and shrimp with mango salsa, steamed asparagus and a vegetable medley that I wasn't a fan of. Then dessert...they sent a double brownie with ice cream and whip cream around the table for all 8 of us to share... i took a couple bites!! Then I made another bad choice, we went to a friends house and we drank, blueberry vodka and pink lemonade... I seriously didn't need those calories!

The time change threw me off on Sunday I woke up and late and I didn't feel like doing anything, but we had our usual grocery store run, cleaning and then dinner at my dads and do our laundry we didn't get home until 9:30 which is late on a Sunday!

WARNING: This may be TMI for some people or just inappropriate so if you don't want to read about my intimacy issues skip this!! I have had trouble being full unclothed around my boyfriend this last year or so and I know he thinks I'm beautiful but the whole time I'm thinking "Oh god that looks bad" or " If I lay this way, maybe he won't notice" well on Sunday I let loose and if felt great. I was actually able to lay in bed after and not feel hideous! It felt great!! I hope I can keep this up!

Onto today... I haven't walked since Wednesday because of my cold, it's been beating me down and now I feel SO overworked with work... we have a lot expected out of us, plus I'm trying to go back to school. Today on my break I called my local college to set up a placement test and then I also called a cancer center in my area. I want to get the BRCA 1 and BRCA 2 testing done, genetics testing to see if I have the marker. If you want more information about this please feel free to email me, it's not something I really want to discuss here...not yet. But I got both appointments set up, which felt nice to get out of the way.

So my pictures for the last 3 days!

day 71: A new snack that I am enjoying... my favorite is the kettle corn!



day 72: these are the brownies that I made for my boyfriend and I can HAPPILY say that I haven't eaten a single one!!


day 73: dinner tonight was chicken stir fry, I cooked the chicken in some EVOO then added my veggies and took a bowl out for myself, added a little soy sauce. Then I added the packet of sauce, sugar and soy sauce for my boyfriend to enjoy...very yummy! (this is before I added the extra sauces)